That changed this year.
This year, I got a new dentist. On my first visit she said I had 3 cracked teeth. How could that be? She explained that my fillings had expanded over time and cracked the molars a bit. If I didn't do anything about it, then I might eventually need root canals.
Yes, I cried. You know when you have long hair for many years, then for some crazy reason you impulsively decide to cut it? You look in the mirror after the hair dresser spins the chair around, and you cry because your hair is gone and it seems permanent? That is how it felt. I cried for the loss of my teeth. I could hear my mom's voice inside my head, saying that everything starts to break down when you get older. I was officially breaking down and getting old.
The dental assistant asked me if I was ok. Yes, I just need time to process I replied. I took a few deep breaths. Let's do it.
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